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Name: Lydia
Birthday: 2/11/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: God God God, dance dance dance, music music music, school school, God God God, Colossians 3:12-17.. doggies.. bunnies... chicken-ducks.. =P
Expertise: Sleeping,listening, dancing, being a nerd who enjoys skool and work, sleeping, eating, laffing, and laffing.. and laffing...
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
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AIM:  Kamaliilukia
Member Since:
2/28/2003
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| yeayeayea, I know it's not christmas yet, but I'm excited! Cuz the weather is kinda chilly, so when i blast that christmas music, i'm sooo happy the rest of the day =P so any of you remember that NSync stage I went through...that anytime I heard their voices I would melt??? Well that feeling is back..this time by a local friend who was blessed with a voice from God. When I hear that song, my heart melts!! SUCH a wonderful feeling =) Check it out! Click audio on the top of my page and click on "Christmas Prayer" you'll see what I'm talking about.... =D YAY CLINT! =) | | |
| 1:20am-- Sooo gross.... when it's super quiet in my living room, you can hear ALL neighbors actually peeing... then flushing... *moans* and you wonder why i watch so much tv?? cuz the silence is not very bliss!!
I soooo wanna travel... watching Sisterhood of the traveling pants for like the 3rd time this year (more last year cuz i bought the dvd, but i watched it this time cuz it was on tv..something about watching a movie on tv even tho you own it makes it more appealing) makes me wanna go to Greece! And after talking with Vai, I wanna go to France! And after I ate my caprese I wanna go to Italy! When will I ever have time to travel like this??? NEVER! booooo! Gotta wait til i get a real job and start saving up...although I've had this odd tendency to spend a lot of money on food lately. I blame it on aunt flow.. she arrived right on time and because i anticipated her arrival, unfortunately my stomach got bigger.
sometimes I wonder if, or when I'll ever feel the same excitement, drive, and energy as I did when I first moved back to Hawaii. I definitely miss the feeling of being super outgoing and wanting to hang out with everyone. These days, I like to keep to myself and try to straighten things out on my own. Me and my puppy...forever..haha lame! Although, when I went to a bunch of open houses today, I couldn't help but have to ask each time "is this place pet friendly? no, not do they allow pets, but are they pet-FRIENDLY?" apparently my dog's well-being is very high on my lifestyle list.
I wish I could just hold Little Man in my arms forever.. that feeling of a baby cuddling with you is the best in the world!
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| Have you ever thought that the person who you have become isn't the person who you want to be? Or the person who you want to be/have become isn't someone you know at all? Maybe even the person you have become in the eyes of others isn't the same person that you know and see? But HE knew what He was doing and He still knows you. "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb." (Psalm 139:13) Yet, one of the hardest things in life is to accept the future that has been so carefully planned out for you; you, that person that you have become. It may not look so perfect and it will probably be hard to understand from the eyes' of its beholder and probably those around, but how do we accept to experience the good if we don't trust and know that His plans aren't to harm us? Persecution is inevitable in this world, whether it may be the verbal kind or physical...but the harm is only to the physical body in the physical realm. And that includes the flesh; There is no pleasing the flesh through the fulfillment through the temptation without a cost. "But I said, "I have labored to no purpose; I have spent my strength in vain and for nothing. Yet what is due me is in the LORD's hand, and my reward is with my God." (Isaiah 49:4) And yes, sometimes the hard part will be accepting the truth, but the great part is knowing: Knowing that He is Good and He is Love and His judgments are far beyond any righteousness that we can fathom. For, "Before I was born, the Lord called me; and from my birth he has made mention of my name." THAT'S love...a love worth the price.
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| my biggest "fear" of the surgery was going under.. i don't kno why..it just was...
Dr. Fu: "Hi! We meet again!"
Me: "Hello..."
Dr. Fu: "Ok, so when you wake up, this will be all over, ok Lydia?"
Me: "Ok-----"
3 hours later
Me: "All i remember was that I was in the middle of saying 'Okay'"
Suzy: "Yea, but you're done now!"
Me: "So..can I sleep more?"
and today I pick up the phone:
Scott: "Hey, thanks for calling last nite"
Me: "Uhm..one word 'HOSPITAL'"
Scott: "ohhh yeeeaaaaa...oops.heh.. sorry... are you feeling better? is it all over???"
Me: "Good recovery...now what favor can I help you with this time? Do u need a ride home?"
Scott: "I have a bigger favor... can you find me a flight back? I didn't get my ticket..."
Me: "Don't you have work tomo---?"
Scott: "Yeeeeaaa....so can u pleeeeease help me?"
and there ends my odd conversations for this weekend.. I do hope scotty finds a flight back tho.. everything was booked... as much as I am Amazon Woman, I can't do everything... 
I do like to be there for my friends tho. Nothing makes me happier than to wait on them...esp in their times of need =)
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| first day of spring break and i feel like i totally wasted it by waking up late...only because i woke up at 5 to take shirley to the airport...then went to costco..which was open at 5:30am...i was impressed..the gas station was, that is...and then came home and slept til 12. Then my parents totally spazzed and i had to go to the bank to do stuff that i wasn't even sure of the stipulations... i think my dad needs to update his will...it's very confusing for a normal person to read it...i guess that's why there are lawyers in this world? speaking of which, i busted out my old letter from my law prof. and i couldn't help but to think how right he was about my future.. like he personalized letters for each of us at the end of the quarter to give us some words of advice on life... he was right for the most part...except that he wasn't a christian, so to me, everything has it's purpose and i don't have to look to finding my "purpose" in life.
i was reminded of a good verse today as i had my "touching" moments again... i think it's cuz i'm having surgery on friday so i'm like "blaaaah" about everything.. i almost cried when my PT told me next week would be my last session...i really like her! Julie's a great PT, not to mention, a great friend.
Anyway, "Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called sons of God." from the Sermon on the Mount...just a good reminder to me when i find myself getting defensive all the time...sometimes it's just better to step back and humble myself cuz i kno that arguing won't get me anywhere..that and it just doesn't sound pleasant =)
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